I’m not in the mood
for thinking about real feelings
Lately.

just efficiency
just moving along here,
Finding different ways to spend the days.

Taking back control of my life
A feeling of catharsis

Gentle gains
Not needing an explanation
But simply doing

Turning a new leaf,
But refusing
To step back into time

The only time is now
The purpose is here
If and when
To take it

I can let myself go,
Marionette.

We can try something new